neuro instead of endo

i got the test result. a change of diagnosis & change from endo specialist to neurologist. alhamdulillah dah buat appointment kat columbia asia setapak with a neurologist & to meet on next tuesday.

after meeting the neuro, i' ll be spending my time at Tini Spa :)




wait for my review at the spa ye

2nd blood test

I went to consult my fav GP. Took my blood sample-2nd time for more test. Once the result is ready then she will prepare the referral letter. I would prefer to go to Columbia Asia Setapak but there is no endo specialist. She'll referred me to APSH.

Ish berdebarnye..

Ujian Allah, thank you Allah

Its been a while from my last posting.

In March, AM was admitted due to acute tonsillitis and viral fever for 6 days.

In April, AF was admitted due to bronchitis. After that I got really bad sinus and asthma. I needed puff every 4-6 hrs or felt stuffy, having difficulty to breath and speak properly.

End of April, bad guys broke and entered our home sweet home. Left with laptop and the boys precious ipad. Till today we are still traumatize..

Last Friday, i took blood test due to hormon inbalance- suspected by the GP. I think I can guess my true illness all this while..

Sad. Very sad indeed. But I know Allah loves me more..making me/us stronger and bring us closer to u.

Thank u Allah for everything that u hv given us. Rahmatilah kami, berilah kami kejayaan dunia & akhirat, ameen.

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Long leave of CNY= Hibernating

we really look forward for this long leave (4 days, yeeehaa!!!)

when my head of section asked me, wat is my plan..i just replied to him: I am hibernating during that long leave..hehehe

hi·ber·nate  (hbr-nt)intr.v. hi·ber·nat·ed, hi·ber·nat·ing, hi·ber·nates

1. To pass the winter in a dormant or torpid state.

2. To be in an inactive or dormant state or period

so far, we only left home for some groceries shopping at Jusco...& window shopping at MPH (ye ke..i just dont remember the name of the bookstore...short term memory loss!)

so far, our my activities at home:
subuh- bgn tido lambat- masak breakfast- dhuha- mandi- Zuhr-cook lunch- potato couch- Asr - mandi- potato couch- Maghrib- dinner (normally will eat same lunch food/other simpler food..x kosa den nk msk heavy for dinner)- Isyak- potato couch- tido...

H.e.A.v.A.N...

potato couch translated:
lepak tgk tv, internet, basuh berak AM..suap mkn boys, mandikn boys, buat susu, etc = mommies task la..ape lg :)

btw, these long leave, I cooked puding roti (yg x seberapa tu) pegedil (boys fav CARB!!) ayam percik terengganu (imitating MIL's recipe....though not sure how "Terengganu" my ayam percik was.., kari telur (to my surprise, AM like it lots..mamak style curry, pekat & no santan..yummy to me!!!)...

will try to include the recipes (kalau rajin sempat) hehehhehe

Boys duduk kat nursery skarang ni

Semalam hr pertama boys ni dok nursery. we decided to send the boys sebab kesiankn my parents & PIL kena jaga diaorg ni..mmg la mereka ikhlas tp org dh berumur, mana la larat nk layan budak2...(some even said the term anak jd tuan..tp mak mmg cakap mak ikhlas jaga budak2 ni. TQVM mak & mama..luv u oll lots!!!) kejap nk ni, kejap nk tu..lom lg ber'otromen' sesama sendiri..(walaupn diaorg ni actually x le lasak sgt.i.e bukan la jenis yg suka sepahkn bgr2 merata2/mkn sepah/minum tumpah2 air..)

mmg sedih bila antar diaorg...tp at this point of time, this is the best option that we have.

bila hantar boys ke nursery ni, dgn harapan:

1. well taken care off - xkena pukul/gigit ngan budak lain/ xde lebam or luka kat badan
2. jgn la boys ni jd ganas bila bercampur ngan budak2 lain.
3. hopefully the care taker (panggil cekgu) will take good care of the boys. (mana ada org lain sayangkn anak kita mcm darah daging sendiri kn...)
4. hope the boys enjoy their daily activities and mingle well (especially AM yg br 1st time spent time without us/grandparents)
5. hopefully bum bum AM x melecet i.e lmbt tukar disposable diapers.

from time to time, keje aku mmg call nursery & tanye cekgu tu AM wat ape time AF gi skolah.



Ya Allah, aku serahkn anak2 ku padaMu..

New month, new experience,new place...

Today is 2nd of Feb. ysterday I celebrated hari wilayah (again) after almost 8 years working in Selangor yiha!! dpt cuti free.

So these were what we did yesterday:

5.30 am- woke up & prepared AF's bekal - he requested for kotiaw goreng.
6.00 am- finish off packing AF's bag, solat subuh, etc
6.40 am- the time the school van should hv got to our home to fetch AF to school. but almost 7am, the van is yet to come. so Mr Lecturer had to sent AF to school.

in betweeen time to

8.30 am- sent AM to taska. (Nursery). Fill in forms, furnished some docs (copies of birth cert, myKid, Parents' I/C)

Almost 10 am- went for brekkie with Mr Lecturer. me ate Nasi Dagang :)

10.10 am- went to AF's school (stalking!! heheheheh...actually nk pi ko-op sebab nk beli neck tie dia yg dh putus though br skolah for a month!). & when he saw me, he said- Nape mama datang ni?? nada boring..his new BFF said to me: Saya berani, Mama saya x payah dtg :)

omg! meaning Mama x diperlukan la ye?? btw, kotiaw goreng tu mkn ramai2.. (walaupn kotiaw tu x sedap, eheheheh)

almost 11 am- reach home. kemas dapur, etc, called nursery to checkk on AM. so far ok (stopped crying oredi)

Zuhr- Mr Lecturer went for Friday prayer. me called the nursery again to check whether AF's school van has sent him to nursery instead of our home. The teacher said AF was having lunch whilst AM refused to eat. he just drank his milk the whole day (memberontak agaknye).

2.25 pm- checking with nursery, the teacher said AF just went off to skolah agama. AM still dont wanna eat. Then off we go to KD to meet AF's ibu (BS).

abt 6 pm- we fetched the boys. AM looked gloomy whilst AF was ok & playing at the yard.AM muka x puas ati.

Yesterday was the boys 1st DAY AT NURSERY. .such a loooooong day.

Selamat bersekolah, AF!

AF started standard 1 at Sek. Keb on 2/1/2013. Last 2 years when he went to kindy, we were so excited, coz our eldest child dah besar. belajar naik van, naik tangga ke kelas (kindy situated at level 1 of a shoplot).

Now, (again) we were excited, but actually, I am scared...

why:
- he has no friends yet. his friends from the same kindy went to other schools- there are about 3 schools in our district, some even went to  private schools/ KL schools (CBN, St john) but luckily he still meet his kindy frens during skolah agama in the afternoon session.

- his ride is private transporter, our neighbour. last week, we/mr lecturer personally fetch him to/from school.
- he has to buy  his own F&B. we have  how thought him how to buy some food RM1, or RM0.60. but still, me still nervous..
- his class teacher is so GARANG. i mean no ice breaking session with the year 1 students. x pandai psikologi LGSG!  I am so sad seeing the way she interacted with the students.

my hope for this school sessions:
- my son will hv lots of friends
- dia x kena tinggal ngan van skolah
- he will be more familiar with $$ and he wont be bullied by others.
- his class teacher will be more dedicated, gentle in dealing with year 1. (u are the inspiration to the students)


quoted from Prof. Dr. Rozieta Shaary on 3/1/2013:

As-Salam,

Pagi ini, ucapkan kesyukuran kerana masih diberi nyawa untuk meneruskan kehidupan.
Untuk yang anak-anak pergi sekolah atau tadika, maka bacakan Al-Fatihah dan doakan agar dengan izinNya, anak-anak itu akan terjaga dengan baik dan dapat belajar menjadi orang yang hebat.
 
Doakkan kebaikan juga untuk guru-guru yang mengajar. Hantarkan doa bacaan Al-Fatihah dan tenaga kasih sayang. Semoga hati mereka senantiasa penuh dengan kasih-sayang dan mengajar anak-anak kita dengan penuh rasa tanggung-jawab dan kasih murni.

Love- Ibu Rose

feeling down :(

1997 i met a fren at matriculation centre. She is polite, soft, friendly. After graduated in 2002 (convocation was in 2003), we were on our own direction.

2004, we became colleague..yeah- we work in the same organization but different department (her starting salary is higher than me though huhuuhu).

2012, we both left that organization. Me: to chase the 20%++  increase in salary & to work in new organization, whilst she left to follow her hubby working overseas (Wow!! paham x? kena keje kat negara omputih..4 seasons...xpe la kalau xde perasan. u can stop reading now).

I ws like..what?? best part is: She is now a full time housewife. Double WOW!! I am SOO envy of her..but Alhamdulillah...Allah bagi rezeki yg baik buat dia..Me & other frens at Malaysia can only pray for her health, safety dok kat negara org.

I confessed my feeling (abt feeling low) to my cousin. She said: mestila rs down. I think those who dont hv feeling, mesti HATI KERING heheheheh...

ops, forgot. her BFF is now residing in Japan after her marriage. My cousin is still single. She still feeling down teringatkn bestie yg dok kat Jepun tu, but now at manageable level...hehehehe (please pray that my cousin will marry her best man very soon...)

Sekian.

renungan- rezeki/dugaan Allah tu x sama pada hamba2Nya... kita sepatutnya compare ngan org yg kurang dr kita br lah kita rs lebih bersyukur. contoh senang:
- gaji kita > gaji Ms X  (rs mcm org kaya..tp pada hr gaji masuk je la) or
- rumah kita cantik & besar, tp kawan kita cuma mampu menyewa aje
- kita kawen, trus ngandung & dapat anak. ada org kawen bertahun2, x ngandung pun..

terus kita rs nikmat Allah & rs bersyukur sgt :D

Parenting...

while FBing, ternampak 1 post, tp x igt sapa yg wat posting tu/share from which sites. tp yg aku igt-

• layanlah anak2 kita dgn baik sbb kita (parents) ni je la kawan dia...(i mean budak2 la...)
• umur anak < 7thn, layan kan aje anak2 kita..walaupn dia mintak kita jd kuda & dia panjat blakang kita smbil ckp "yeeeehaaaa!!". Bila anak 7-14 thn, dh kena ajar anak2 & kena jd lebih serius (pasal tu kena pastikn anak jaga solat 5 waktu sejak umur 7 thn.. . bila anak dh >14 thn, parents boleh berkeras ngan anak2. sbb dia dh mula matang & dpt membezakan baik & buruk...
• anak kita mencerminkan diri kita...kadang sifat anak yg kasar mungkin berpunca dr sikap kita yg kasar..bak kata Prof Muhaya- kena audit diri kita... (walaupn ada ayat: Iman x dpt diwarisi...which is soo true...) tp kita sebagai ibu bapa kena jd yg terbaik utk anak2 kita. ni ayat paling sempoi: garbage in, garbage out i.e input yg kita bagi x elok, hasilnye tentulah x elok kan? basic jer equation ni.

ni pesanan mak aku yg mmg aku akan igt smpai bila2:
hubungan anak perempuan ngan mak mmg sgt kuat..bertambah kuat bila anak perempuan tu sendiri telah melahirkn...

sooooooo true.

The boys

Mak reminded me to always encourage AF to speak in English at home. AF's class teacher at kindy is an Indian lady who speaks fluent English. (i think AF is inspired to speak in English becoz of her heheheh)..

So 1 fine day, I said to AF:
Mama: AF, from now on, I want u to speak in English.
AF: ok Mama

before we went to bed that nite:
Mama: AF, u want to sleep with me or Papa?
AF: tonite, I want to sleep with Father..

(skema giler, hehehehe)

tonite- we had garlic bread & mushroom soup for dinner
Mama: how do u like your dinner? (directing to AF & waiting for his answer)
suddenly AM replied instead of AF: MMM, soooo good Mama
AF: (a pat on his forehead)

(kelakar..sbb AM's English vocab lom banyak lg & aku terkejut dia nk ckp camtu tp rsnye pengaruh katun kot)

Alhamdulillah, dah 6 bulan..

Alhamdulillah :)

I had posted the above on FB...syukur sgt dah confirm kat opis baru..some may think its no biggie abt confirmation ni. but for me, IT IS A BIG DEAL...ye la, bayangkn existing monthly commitment & kalau tetiba xde keje...x pasal2 mr lecturer kena jd sole breadwinner..ish ish..x dpt la nk layan tekak boys yg suka request mcm2...

sekian

Thank You Allah!

Facelift

Salam,
ha....perasan x ada major facelift blog ni? rsnye lg ok than previous appearance kn...x messy. credit to Amna's Ummi coz help me ni the changing rupa blog ni... (personally, aku mmg x cukup masa nk online- sbb kat opis x leh bukak blogspot, kat phone mcm susah jerrrrk lainlah kalau pakai G. Note kn kn kn...)

p/s- selingan sentap sekejap:

mak:bila awak nk pegi Legoland/USS?

me: huh? (puzzle looking)

mak: bulan depan ke?

me: huh uh? erk... igt nk tunggu bonus thn depan :)

(senyuman paling manis skali so that mak aku x tau akulah paling sengkek skali post financial crisis-from UK trip. nk je aku cakap- mak, tiket pi Disneyland Paris hari tu RM700-00 tau...)

mak: tunggu bonus?

me: (pandang mak penuh harapan)

mak: ada ker???

me: (deng!!)... InsyaAllah ada Mak...

tu je yg mampu aku jawab.. so sape yg baca ni tolong la doakn aku dapat bonus berbulan2 thn depan supaya aku dpt pegi Legoland/USS bwk anak2 bujang aku/ parents/PIL, ameen.

tq :)

This is Anfield (intonasi penuh semangat!!)

This is Anfield. Kena sebut ngan intonasi penuh semangat ye...nk bg pihak lawan gerun ngan team Liverpool.

 xde idea nk tulis ape. so just let the pic do the talking. slmt cuci mata

p/s- meh amik feel sket ...layan zazz: You'll Never Walk Alone

Bandar Liverpool

Masjid Al-Rahma

The Al-Rahma Mosque lcated on Hatherley Street in Toxteth, Liverpool, England, and can accommodate between 2,000 and 2,500 people and serves as the main place of worship and focus point for Liverpool's 25,000 strong Muslim community.

 The Al-Rahma Mosque is currently the largest of Liverpool's three mosques, followed by the Penny Lane mosque and a proposed mosque and Muslim centre on the former Anfield Community Comprehensive School site. (Source: Wikipedia)

Jalan2 lg....

 initally my SIL applied to pursue her PHD at University of Liverpool, tp uni ni reply lambat..so xde rezeki la stadi kat sini.

ok, pasnih kita smbg citer psl penginapan kat Liverpool, stadium tour, Liverpool One and highlight of the tour: match day- Liverpool vs  West Bromwich Albion F.C.

L.i.V.e.R.P.o.O.L - sneak peak :)

Salam,

Ish semangatnye..tempat keramat ni. Akhirnye dpt gak jejak kaki ke sini. hins..hins...

perut lapar plak. psnih sambung lg.

bye

Shaun The Sheep

Salam, 

ni fav katun AM ms kecik dulu.mmg kelakar sgt si shaun ni..

ni original sheep that we saw during  UK trip :) (agak kagum la...heheheh)

 Sejuk mata memandang...

Dearest MIL (pic from FIL's camera. The weather is abt 20-25°C)

 

bila tgk dari jauh mcm kapas yg terbiar kat rumput (kambing gemok2 heheheeh)

Rombongan Cik Kinah ke Manchester part 3

 

credit to google picture.

pusing2 Manchester, we all lepak kat Lowry Mall je. ada mcm2 kedai (mcm la nk shopping sgt!)  among others:

Marks & Spencer, Austin Reed, Nike Factory Outlet, Cotton Traders

utk brg umah- ada la Noritake & Bodum...tp aku x masuk sbb bwk budak2.kang x pasal je kena ganti..huhuhu

tp papehal, kena pau ngan budak2 kat bookstore...hampeh jer...x kena pau x sah!

Lowry Outlet Mall)

Dont be surprise sbb kat sini ada 2 gerai selling Halal food kat foodcourt dia tau.
1) Food selling arab food- briani, mandy, lamb kabsah, etc
2) Chicken Cottage (sort of KFC/McD)- of koz we bought our food here coz the boys just can't live without fries/burgers.

Luckily we didn't buy the briani coz its a bit dull & plain for our so Malay tastebud (kurang berasa la )but the kebab was good. not bad :)

kat food court ni ada subway, tp x halal. again, kat foodcourt pn leh jumpa org Melayu..ish ish...

otw ke Liverpool, akan singgah shopping outlet- yeah!!

Rombongan Cik Kinah ke Manchester part 2

King Kong wuz ere :P (tu mmg nama manja Mr Lecturer ye...)

 pic taken by a-professional-not-cameraman

 as above, still the same cameraman..heheheh

 i luv this pic- sort of luv hate relationship...heheheh

Sorry MU fans...we all x minat MU...

 ada org muntah2 kat depan stadium... (tp sorok2 sbb takut plak kena belasah ngan a group full-of-bus of Chinese looking tourists of which a- die-hard-fan of MU..)

AM ni mmg x suka MU...kuang3. 

very neat & tidy merchandise store...

the boys were confused- to do good sign/ bad sign??

colourfull & bright stadium- definitely a prestigious stadium. that is undeniable ye...

masa ni jumpa Malay family (ore Kelate ) yg stay kat Dubai...diaorg pn amik keta sewa. biasa la bila jumpa org Melayu tu of koz la rasa bangga giler kn... (UK ni penuh org Melayu aje aku rasa.)

sekian. termpat musuh ni...xyah la citer banyak2...

Selain dr stadium, jalan2 area Manchester & jumpa ada Mall ni- Lowry Mall.